Sunday, September 9, 2007

NATURE OF MORTAL LUST

There are two kinds of people one who are completely aware of their self value and are content wwith it and the laurels and materials he can achieve because of it, and others who are very well aware of their true value who are very well acquainted with the borrowed life they had but strive hard and do things to boost up their self esteem.

A man's lust is a clear reflection of his thoughts of his inner self. Look at any man's partner, the girl he goes around with and you can understand his thoughts over his life placing it in a more general manner his philosophy of life. Lust is one thing that can never be corrupted by the evil of selflessness, a man's physical desires are his own . He cannot beg or borrow anyone else's physical desires, similarly as he cannot achieve physical pleasure for another living soul.

His partner is his desire, his desires can tell a story about him. A man who says he is with someone only because of his physical needs and is having a partner who he would have hated is the one who thinks very lowly of himself.

A man with a sense of high self pride always desires something that he can enshrines, something as powerfull as he rates himself inside, something that is difficult to conquer. He prefers a partner with an equal or matchable intellectual prowess where as a borrower goes for what he can easily achieve because an achievement is a word that is corrupted in his vocabulary. He picks any random partner too easy to achieve to boost his self esteem. He makes a compromise he settles for something less than he likes, he again agrees to desires of others and make them his own and feels exhilarated on its achievement.

He kills his own desires, his ego and lives like a tree surviving on desires of others feeding them being a commodity to them. He lives with his partner with desires of others. This man can never be left unsatisfied or satisfied both just because he has no desires of his own. He has denied his soul the desire of a consort but provided it with a desire of someone others soul.

He crowns the desires of others over his own, finds them more beautiful than his own, no matter how much he might actually hate it, but he overlooks the qualities he doesn't like owing to the fact that this is a desire of others and should be magnificient.

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